{"id":3492,"date":"2025-12-11T19:16:14","date_gmt":"2025-12-11T19:16:14","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/?p=3492"},"modified":"2025-12-11T19:16:23","modified_gmt":"2025-12-11T19:16:23","slug":"kayinpederimin-emekliligi-yoktu-ona-tam-12-yil-boyunca-butun-kalbimle","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/kayinpederimin-emekliligi-yoktu-ona-tam-12-yil-boyunca-butun-kalbimle\/","title":{"rendered":"Kay\u0131npederimin emeklili\u011fi yoktu. Ona tam 12 y\u0131l boyunca b\u00fct\u00fcn kalbimle"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/kayinpederimin-emekliligi-yoktu-ona-tam-12-yil-boyunca-butun-kalbimle\/2\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone wp-image-3493 size-large\" src=\"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/ff-9-1024x275.webp\" alt=\"\" width=\"900\" height=\"242\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/ff-9-1024x275.webp 1024w, https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/ff-9-300x81.webp 300w, https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/ff-9-768x206.webp 768w, https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/ff-9.webp 1200w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 900px) 100vw, 900px\" \/><\/a> Kay\u0131npederim Mehmet\u2019in hi\u00e7 emeklili\u011fi olmad\u0131. Hayat\u0131 boyunca durmadan \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131 \u2014 g\u00fcn do\u011fmadan kalkar, karanl\u0131k \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde eve d\u00f6nerdi. So\u011fuktan \u00e7atlam\u0131\u015f elleri ve hi\u00e7 kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 tam vermeyen tarlalarda ge\u00e7en bir \u00f6m\u00fcr\u2026 Sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 zay\u0131flamaya ba\u015flay\u0131nca yan\u0131nda ben kald\u0131m \u2014 insanlar\u0131n f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi \u201csadece gelini.\u201d<br \/>\nOn iki y\u0131l boyunca \u015funu duydum:<br \/>\nBu senin g\u00f6revin de\u011fil.<br \/>\nDaha gen\u00e7sin.<br \/>\nKendi hayat\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015famal\u0131s\u0131n.<br \/>\nAma Mehmet\u2026 Mehmet benim i\u00e7in hi\u00e7 y\u00fck olmad\u0131.<br \/>\nO, bu ailenin sessiz kahraman\u0131yd\u0131 \u2014 kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ok gen\u00e7 ya\u015fta topra\u011fa vermi\u015f, d\u00f6rt \u00e7ocu\u011funu tek ba\u015f\u0131na b\u00fcy\u00fctm\u00fc\u015f, kendi bildi\u011fi a\u00e7l\u0131\u011f\u0131 onlar\u0131n hi\u00e7 ya\u015famamas\u0131 i\u00e7in g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00e7ok \u00f6tesinde \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f bir adamd\u0131.<br \/>\n\u00c7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131n kendi hayatlar\u0131 vard\u0131.<br \/>\nGelirlerdi\u2026 geldikleri zaman. \u00c7o\u011fu zaman da gelmezlerdi.<br \/>\nBen ise kald\u0131m.<br \/>\nAte\u015fi \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda onunla kald\u0131m.<br \/>\nEllerinin titredi\u011fi, ka\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 bile tutamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 zamanlarda kald\u0131m.<br \/>\nGen\u00e7li\u011finden anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 hik\u00e2yeler giderek k\u0131sal\u0131p kopukla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u2014 sanki haf\u0131zas\u0131 eski bir kaset gibi en olmad\u0131k yerde tak\u0131l\u0131yormu\u015f gibi \u2014 yine kald\u0131m.<br \/>\nBir geceyi \u00e7ok iyi hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum.<br \/>\nYorgunluktan t\u00fckenmi\u015f h\u00e2lde yata\u011f\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda oturuyordum. Duvarlardaki g\u00f6lgeler bile normalden daha a\u011f\u0131r g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu.<br \/>\n\u2014 Mehmet\u2026 \u2014 diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131m. \u2014 Ben sadece senin gelininim. Bazen her \u015fey\u2026 \u00e7ok fazla geliyor.<br \/>\nO an g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi.<br \/>\n<!--nextpage--><br \/>\nSessiz, anlayan bir g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemeydi.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 Biliyorum, Elif. Bu y\u00fczden sana minnettar\u0131m. Sen olmasayd\u0131n\u2026 \u2014 derin bir nefes ald\u0131 \u2014 \u2026ben \u00e7oktan gitmi\u015ftim.<\/p>\n<p>Bu s\u00f6zler, benim g\u00fcc\u00fcm t\u00fckendi\u011finde bile beni ayakta tuttu.<\/p>\n<p>Ve sonra\u2026 hi\u00e7 unutamayaca\u011f\u0131m o g\u00fcn geldi.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6\u011fleden sonra \u00f6yle sessizdi ki, sanki b\u00fct\u00fcn ev onunla birlikte nefesini tutmu\u015f gibiydi. Mehmet y\u00fcz\u00fc solgun bir h\u00e2lde yat\u0131yordu; nefesi kurumu\u015f bir dere gibi hafif ve zay\u0131ft\u0131. Ellerini bana do\u011fru kald\u0131r\u0131rken titriyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Elini yast\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na soktu ve eski, y\u0131rt\u0131k bir yast\u0131k \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. Kuma\u015f\u0131 o kadar incelmi\u015fti ki baz\u0131 yerleri neredeyse \u015feffaft\u0131, diki\u015fler parmaklar\u0131m\u0131n alt\u0131nda kopuyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Yast\u0131\u011f\u0131 bana uzatt\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Beklemedi\u011fim bir g\u00fc\u00e7le avu\u00e7lar\u0131ma s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 Elif\u2019e\u2026 \u2014 diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Birka\u00e7 dakika sonra art\u0131k hayatta de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n<p>Yata\u011f\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda durdum, o yast\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcme bast\u0131rm\u0131\u015f, sanki onun son varl\u0131\u011f\u0131ym\u0131\u015f gibi. Ancak ak\u015fam oldu\u011funda, ev tamamen sessizli\u011fe g\u00f6m\u00fcl\u00fcnce, oturdum ve yast\u0131\u011f\u0131n kenar\u0131n\u0131 dikkatlice s\u00f6kt\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>Yast\u0131\u011f\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131m an\u2026 g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 tutamad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u00e7inde k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir deri kesecik vard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Kesecikte ise beze sar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bozuk paralar, eski banknotlar, g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f bir zincir ve en \u00f6nemlisi \u2014 zamandan sararm\u0131\u015f bir mektup.<\/p>\n<p>Titreyen ellerimle mektubu a\u00e7t\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cElif,<\/p>\n<p>Bunu y\u0131llarca biriktirdim.<\/p>\n<p>Senin bana yapt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6deyebilece\u011fim hi\u00e7bir \u015feyim yoktu.<\/p>\n<p>Bu \u00e7ok de\u011fil, ama senindir.<\/p>\n<p>Bak\u0131m i\u00e7in de\u011fil\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Bana vermek zorunda olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n sevgiyi verdi\u011fin i\u00e7in.<\/p>\n<p>Her g\u00fcn i\u00e7in te\u015fekk\u00fcr ederim.<\/p>\n<p>Mehmet.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m durmadan akt\u0131. Paralar y\u00fcz\u00fcnden de\u011fil \u2014 onlar\u0131n hi\u00e7bir \u00f6nemi yoktu.<\/p>\n<p>A\u011fl\u0131yordum \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc o y\u0131rt\u0131k yast\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7inde \u015funu buldum:<\/p>\n<p>On iki y\u0131l boyunca o, her \u015feyi g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>Her geceyi.<\/p>\n<p>Her hareketi.<\/p>\n<p>Ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131n \u201cbo\u015funa\u201d dedi\u011fi her fedak\u00e2rl\u0131\u011f\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Ve son nefesinde bile bana \u015funu s\u00f6ylemek istemi\u015fti:<\/p>\n<p>Ben onun ailesiydim.<\/p>\n<p>Mecbur oldu\u011fum i\u00e7in de\u011fil.<\/p>\n<p>Sevdi\u011fim i\u00e7in.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Kay\u0131npederim Mehmet\u2019in hi\u00e7 emeklili\u011fi olmad\u0131. Hayat\u0131 boyunca durmadan \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131 \u2014 g\u00fcn do\u011fmadan kalkar, karanl\u0131k \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde eve d\u00f6nerdi. So\u011fuktan \u00e7atlam\u0131\u015f elleri ve hi\u00e7 kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 tam vermeyen [&#8230;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":3495,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3492","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3492","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3492"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3492\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3497,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3492\/revisions\/3497"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/3495"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3492"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3492"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3492"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}