{"id":3573,"date":"2025-12-13T12:53:06","date_gmt":"2025-12-13T12:53:06","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/?p=3573"},"modified":"2025-12-13T12:53:33","modified_gmt":"2025-12-13T12:53:33","slug":"bu-fotograf-cekildiginde-yanimda-oturan-kadin-ablamdi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/bu-fotograf-cekildiginde-yanimda-oturan-kadin-ablamdi\/","title":{"rendered":"Bu foto\u011fraf \u00e7ekildi\u011finde yan\u0131mda oturan kad\u0131n ablamd\u0131"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/bu-fotograf-cekildiginde-yanimda-oturan-kadin-ablamdi\/2\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-3574 size-full\" src=\"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/bbs-8.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"696\" height=\"377\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/bbs-8.jpg 696w, https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/bbs-8-300x163.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 696px) 100vw, 696px\" \/><\/a> Bu foto\u011fraf \u00e7ekildi\u011finde yan\u0131mda oturan kad\u0131n ablamd\u0131. Kolunu baca\u011f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne atm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ama ikimiz de rahat de\u011fildik. G\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyormu\u015f gibi duruyoruz, ama i\u00e7imizde g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyecek bir \u015fey yoktu.<br \/>\nO g\u00fcn bana \u201cGel, bir foto\u011fraf \u00e7ekilelim\u201d dedi. \u0130stememi\u015ftim. Foto\u011fraf dedi\u011fin \u015fey kal\u0131r. \u0130nsan ge\u00e7er, ac\u0131 ge\u00e7mez. Ama onu k\u0131ramad\u0131m. Her zamanki gibi.<br \/>\nBen solday\u0131m. G\u00f6zlerim kar\u015f\u0131ya bak\u0131yor ama g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm \u015fey duvar de\u011fil. Y\u0131llar \u00f6ncesi. Annemin topra\u011fa verildi\u011fi g\u00fcn. Babam\u0131n sessizle\u015fti\u011fi zaman. Evimizin birden nas\u0131l bo\u015fald\u0131\u011f\u0131.<br \/>\nAblam sa\u011f\u0131mda oturuyor. G\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr hep. Ama o da benim gibi yoruldu. Bunu kimse bilmez. Ben bilirim. Geceleri nas\u0131l nefesini tutarak a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, sabaha kar\u015f\u0131 sessizce kalk\u0131p abdest ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131.<br \/>\nO g\u00fcn konu\u015fmad\u0131k. Konu\u015facak g\u00fcc\u00fcm\u00fcz yoktu. Sadece yan yana oturduk. Omzu omzumda, y\u00fck\u00fc y\u00fck\u00fcmde.<br \/>\nFoto\u011fraf \u00e7ekildi. Haftalar sonra torunlar getirdi. G\u00fcl\u00fcyorlard\u0131. Ben de g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedim. Elime ald\u0131m.<br \/>\n\u00d6nce bize bakt\u0131m. Sonra dikkatlice arkaya.<br \/>\nBir anda nefesim kesildi.<br \/>\nArkam\u0131zda g\u00f6r\u00fcnen \u015feyi fark etti\u011fim an,<br \/>\nakl\u0131m\u0131 ka\u00e7\u0131racak gibi oldum.<br \/>\n<!--nextpage--><br \/>\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc arkada g\u00f6r\u00fcnen \u015fey, bir e\u015fya de\u011fildi.<br \/>\nBir g\u00f6lgeydi desem, eksik kal\u0131r.<br \/>\nBir an\u0131yd\u0131 desem, \u00e7ok fazlayd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Duvar\u0131n dibinde, yar\u0131 karanl\u0131kta, sanki biri durmu\u015f bize bak\u0131yordu.<br \/>\nNet de\u011fildi ama yok da de\u011fildi.<br \/>\n\u0130nsan olmayan bir bulan\u0131kl\u0131k\u2026<br \/>\nAma insan gibi duran.<\/p>\n<p>Foto\u011fraf\u0131 g\u00f6zlerime yakla\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131m.<br \/>\nSonra uzakla\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131m.<br \/>\nI\u015f\u0131\u011fa tuttum.<br \/>\nKalbim, g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcmden \u00e7\u0131kacak sand\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Ablam fark etti.<br \/>\n\u201cElinde ne var?\u201d dedi.<br \/>\nSesim \u00e7\u0131kmad\u0131. Foto\u011fraf\u0131 uzatt\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Uzun s\u00fcre bakt\u0131.<br \/>\n\u00d6yle bir bak\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ki bu;<br \/>\nbir \u015fey g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc ama ad\u0131n\u0131 koymak istemedi\u011fini anlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBir \u015fey yok,\u201d dedi sonunda.<br \/>\nAma kolunu omzumdan \u00e7ekti.<br \/>\nO an anlad\u0131m.<br \/>\nVard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnneye benziyor,\u201d dedim f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131yla.<br \/>\nDememle birlikte ablam\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fc bembeyaz oldu.<br \/>\nG\u00f6zleri doldu ama a\u011flamad\u0131.<br \/>\nHi\u00e7 a\u011flamaz zaten, g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7ine ak\u0131t\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSa\u00e7ma,\u201d dedi.<br \/>\nAma foto\u011fraf\u0131 ters \u00e7evirip masan\u0131n \u00fczerine koydu.<br \/>\nBir daha bakmad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>O gece uyuyamad\u0131m.<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc her kapatt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda o siluet kar\u015f\u0131mdayd\u0131.<br \/>\nBize de\u011fil, sanki arkam\u0131za bak\u0131yordu.<br \/>\nSanki \u201cyaln\u0131z de\u011filsiniz\u201d demiyordu da<br \/>\n\u201chi\u00e7bir zaman yaln\u0131z olmad\u0131n\u0131z\u201d diyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Sabaha kar\u015f\u0131 ezan sesiyle irkildim.<br \/>\nAblam mutfaktayd\u0131.<br \/>\nSessizce \u00e7ay koyuyordu.<br \/>\nG\u00f6zleri \u015fi\u015fti.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBiliyor musun,\u201d dedi,<br \/>\n\u201cannem \u00f6ld\u00fckten sonra baz\u0131 g\u00fcnler<br \/>\nevin h\u00e2l\u00e2 dolu oldu\u011funu hissediyorum.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Bir \u015fey demedim.<br \/>\nFoto\u011fraf \u00e7ekmecede duruyor h\u00e2l\u00e2.<br \/>\nAtmaya elim varmad\u0131.<br \/>\nBakmaya da.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc baz\u0131 foto\u011fraflar hat\u0131ra de\u011fildir.<br \/>\nTan\u0131kt\u0131r.<br \/>\n\u0130nsan ge\u00e7er\u2026<br \/>\nAma baz\u0131 bak\u0131\u015flar, baz\u0131 y\u00fckler,<br \/>\nasla kadrajdan \u00e7\u0131kmaz<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Bu foto\u011fraf \u00e7ekildi\u011finde yan\u0131mda oturan kad\u0131n ablamd\u0131. Kolunu baca\u011f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne atm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ama ikimiz de rahat de\u011fildik. G\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyormu\u015f gibi duruyoruz, ama i\u00e7imizde g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyecek bir \u015fey yoktu. 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