{"id":3677,"date":"2025-12-14T16:15:19","date_gmt":"2025-12-14T16:15:19","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/?p=3677"},"modified":"2025-12-14T16:15:31","modified_gmt":"2025-12-14T16:15:31","slug":"sogukta-titreyen-bir-anneye-ve-bebegine-montumu-verdim-bir-hafta-sonra-kapim-caldi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/sogukta-titreyen-bir-anneye-ve-bebegine-montumu-verdim-bir-hafta-sonra-kapim-caldi\/","title":{"rendered":"So\u011fukta Titreyen Bir Anneye ve Bebe\u011fine Montumu Verd\u0131m\u2026 Bir Hafta Sonra Kap\u0131m \u00c7ald\u0131"},"content":{"rendered":"

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So\u011fukta Titreyen Bir Anneye ve Bebe\u011fine Montumu Verd\u0131m\u2026 Bir Hafta Sonra Kap\u0131m \u00c7ald\u0131<\/strong><\/h3>\n
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Bu i\u00e7erik, ger\u00e7ek hayatta ya\u015fanan deneyimlerden ilham al\u0131narak haz\u0131rlanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

73 ya\u015f\u0131nday\u0131m.<\/strong>
E\u015fim Ellen\u2019\u0131 kaybedeli sekiz ay oldu ve ev, insan\u0131n i\u00e7ini \u00fc\u015f\u00fcten bir sessizlikle dolu.<\/p>\n

Bu huzurlu bir sessizlik de\u011fil.
Buzdolab\u0131n\u0131n u\u011fultusunun bile fazla geldi\u011fi,
insan\u0131n kemiklerine i\u015fleyen<\/strong> bir yaln\u0131zl\u0131k.<\/p>\n

43 y\u0131l boyunca her \u015fey payla\u015f\u0131ld\u0131.
Sabah kahveleri, kilisede s\u0131k\u0131lan parmaklar,
mutfak masas\u0131ndaki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck rit\u00fceller\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00c7ocu\u011fumuz olmad\u0131.
Ne bir tercih, ne de bir kazayd\u0131 bu.
Hayat \u00f6yle geli\u015fti ve sonunda sadece ikimiz kald\u0131k.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Ellen hep ayn\u0131 \u015feyi s\u00f6ylerdi:
\u201cSen ve ben, Harold. D\u00fcnyaya kar\u015f\u0131 ikimiz.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u015eimdi ise yatak daha so\u011fuk.
Odalar daha b\u00fcy\u00fck.<\/p>\n

Ge\u00e7en per\u015fembe, al\u0131\u015fveri\u015f i\u00e7in Walmart\u2019a gitmi\u015ftim.
Konserve \u00e7orba, ekmek, muz ve Ellen\u2019\u0131n sevdi\u011fi yar\u0131m ya\u011fl\u0131 krema\u2026
Kullanmam ama al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131klar, insanlardan daha ge\u00e7 terk eder.<\/p>\n

D\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda r\u00fczg\u00e2r y\u00fcz\u00fcme b\u0131\u00e7ak gibi \u00e7arpt\u0131.
Orta Bat\u0131 so\u011fu\u011fu\u2026
\u0130nsan\u0131n eklemlerini k\u00fcfre zorlayan cinsten.<\/p>\n

Tam o s\u0131rada onu g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

<\/p>\n

O \u0130yili\u011fin Ard\u0131ndan Gelen Ziyaret, Her \u015eeyi Ba\u015fka Bir Yere Ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131<\/strong><\/h3>\n

Bir dire\u011fin yan\u0131nda, gen\u00e7 bir kad\u0131n<\/strong> duruyordu.
Kuca\u011f\u0131nda bir bebek vard\u0131.
Ne araba, ne puset, ne \u00e7anta\u2026<\/p>\n

Sadece r\u00fczg\u00e2r ve \u00e7aresizlik<\/strong>.<\/p>\n

Kad\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde ince bir kazak vard\u0131.
Bebek ise, neredeyse havlu denecek kadar ince bir bezle sar\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.
Dudaklar\u0131 mora \u00e7al\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n

\u201c\u0130yi misiniz?\u201d diye seslendim,
\u00fcrkek bir ku\u015fa yakla\u015f\u0131r gibi.<\/p>\n

\u201c\u00dc\u015f\u00fcyor,\u201d dedi f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131yla.
\u201cBen\u2026 elimden geleni yap\u0131yorum.\u201d<\/p>\n

O an d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc hat\u0131rlam\u0131yorum.
Belki i\u00e7g\u00fcd\u00fcyd\u00fc.
Belki eve d\u00f6n\u00fcp beni bekleyen bo\u015fluk.<\/p>\n

Montumu \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Ellen iki k\u0131\u015f \u00f6nce alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.
\u201cUyku tulumu gibi oldun ama ya\u015fl\u0131s\u0131n, donmana izin vermem,\u201d demi\u015fti.<\/p>\n

Montu uzatt\u0131m.
\u201cBebe\u011finizin buna benden daha \u00e7ok ihtiyac\u0131 var.\u201d<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zleri doldu.
\u201cAlamam,\u201d dedi. \u201cGer\u00e7ekten alamam.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cAlabilirsiniz,\u201d dedim.
\u201cBenim evde bir tane daha var.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7eri girdik.
Oturmas\u0131n\u0131 sa\u011flad\u0131m.
S\u0131cak \u00e7orba, sandvi\u00e7, kahve\u2026<\/p>\n

Bebek montun i\u00e7inde nihayet sakinle\u015fti.<\/p>\n

\u201cD\u00fcnden beri bir \u015fey yemedik,\u201d dedi kad\u0131n.
\u201cMamay\u0131 idare etmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordum.\u201d<\/p>\n

Kalbimde tan\u0131d\u0131k bir ac\u0131 k\u0131p\u0131rdad\u0131.
Ellen\u2019in \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc gece hissetti\u011fim t\u00fcrden.<\/p>\n

Ad\u0131n\u0131n Penny<\/strong>, bebe\u011fin ad\u0131n\u0131n Lucas<\/strong> oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011frendim.
Bir erkek arkada\u015f, bir sabah kavgas\u0131, bir kap\u0131 d\u0131\u015far\u0131 edili\u015f\u2026<\/p>\n

\u201cOnu seviyorsan beslemeyi de d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn,\u201d demi\u015f adam.<\/p>\n

\u201cDo\u011fru olan\u0131 yapt\u0131n,\u201d dedim.
\u201c\u00c7\u0131kmakla.\u201d<\/p>\n

Ayr\u0131l\u0131rken montu geri vermeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131.
\u0130zin vermedim.<\/p>\n

\u201cBunu al\u0131n,\u201d dedim.
\u201cGer\u00e7ekten.\u201d<\/p>\n

Bir hafta sonra, kap\u0131m \u00e7ald\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u0130ki adam vard\u0131.
Tak\u0131m elbiseli. Resm\u00ee.<\/p>\n

\u201cBay Harris,\u201d dediler.
\u201cBununla kurtulaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 sanmay\u0131n.\u201d<\/p>\n

Me\u011fer Penny, \u015fiddet g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc evi terk ettikten sonra ailesine ula\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.
Ve o g\u00fcn, montu verdi\u011fim ya\u015fl\u0131 adam\u0131 bulmak istemi\u015flerdi.<\/p>\n

Ama bu bir tehdit de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n

Bu, resm\u00ee bir te\u015fekk\u00fcr<\/strong>d\u00fc.
Ve bir \u015fey daha\u2026<\/p>\n

Lucas i\u00e7in, Ellen\u2019\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131yan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir ba\u011f\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n

O g\u00fcn anlad\u0131m:
Baz\u0131 iyilikler sessizdir.
Ama yank\u0131s\u0131, insan\u0131n \u00f6mr\u00fcne yay\u0131l\u0131r.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

So\u011fukta Titreyen Bir Anneye ve Bebe\u011fine Montumu Verd\u0131m\u2026 Bir Hafta Sonra Kap\u0131m \u00c7ald\u0131 Bu i\u00e7erik, ger\u00e7ek hayatta ya\u015fanan deneyimlerden ilham al\u0131narak haz\u0131rlanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. 73 ya\u015f\u0131nday\u0131m.E\u015fim Ellen\u2019\u0131 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3677","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3677","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3677"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3677\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3680,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3677\/revisions\/3680"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3677"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3677"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3677"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}