{"id":3810,"date":"2025-12-15T19:43:08","date_gmt":"2025-12-15T19:43:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/?p=3810"},"modified":"2025-12-15T19:43:21","modified_gmt":"2025-12-15T19:43:21","slug":"sinif-arkadaslarim-annem-copcu-diye-benimle-hep-dalga-gecti","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/sinif-arkadaslarim-annem-copcu-diye-benimle-hep-dalga-gecti\/","title":{"rendered":"S\u0131n\u0131f Arkada\u015flar\u0131m, Annem \u00c7\u00f6p\u00e7\u00fc Diye Benimle Hep Dalga Ge\u00e7ti"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Benim ad\u0131m Kerem. 18 ya\u015f\u0131nday\u0131m. Hayat\u0131m boyunca \u00fczerime yap\u0131\u015fan tek bir etiket vard\u0131:
\u201c\u00c7\u00f6p\u00e7\u00fc kad\u0131n\u0131n o\u011flu.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

Annem sabah\u0131n d\u00f6rd\u00fcnde kalkar, fosforlu yele\u011fini giyer ve \u00e7\u00f6p kamyonunun arkas\u0131na binerdi. Ben ise okula giderken, \u00fcst\u00fcmde ondan kalan hafif \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131r suyu kokusuyla s\u0131rama otururdum.<\/p>\n

S\u0131n\u0131f arkada\u015flar\u0131m y\u00fczlerini buru\u015fturur,
\u201c\u00c7\u00f6p kamyonu gibi kokuyorsun,\u201d derlerdi.
G\u00fclerlerdi.<\/p>\n

Ben susard\u0131m.<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc eve gitti\u011fimde annem bana hep ayn\u0131 soruyu sorard\u0131:
\u201cOkul nas\u0131ld\u0131 can\u0131m?\u201d<\/p>\n

Ve ben her seferinde yalan s\u00f6ylerdim.
\u201c\u00c7ok g\u00fczeldi anne. Herkes beni seviyor.<\/strong>\u201d<\/p>\n

<\/p>\n

Babam\u0131 bir in\u015faat kazas\u0131nda kaybettik. O g\u00fcn annemin hayat\u0131 ikiye b\u00f6l\u00fcnd\u00fc. Hem\u015firelik okuyan, hayalleri olan bir kad\u0131ndan; bor\u00e7lar\u0131, cenaze masraflar\u0131 ve bir \u00e7ocu\u011fu olan dul bir anneye d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n

\u00c7are yoktu.
\u00dczerine o turuncu yele\u011fi giydi ve \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Okul benim i\u00e7in zor bir yerdi. Kimse yan\u0131mda oturmak istemezdi. Grup \u00f6devlerinde hep sona kal\u0131rd\u0131m. Lise y\u0131llar\u0131nda alay azald\u0131 ama sessiz d\u0131\u015flanma<\/strong> ba\u015flad\u0131. Yan\u0131ma oturduklar\u0131nda sandalyelerini biraz daha uza\u011fa \u00e7ekerlerdi.<\/p>\n

Ama evde ba\u015fka bir d\u00fcnya vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Annem ak\u015fam eve geldi\u011finde, \u00e7atlam\u0131\u015f ellerini \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131r ve bana bakarak g\u00fcl\u00fcmserdi:
\u201cSen \u00e7ok ba\u015far\u0131l\u0131 olacaks\u0131n Kerem. Buna inan\u0131yorum.<\/strong>\u201d<\/p>\n

\u0130\u015fte o y\u00fczden dayan\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n

\n

Kurtulu\u015fum Dersler Oldu<\/strong><\/h3>\n

Param\u0131z yoktu. Kurs yoktu. \u00d6zel ders yoktu.
Sadece bir k\u00fct\u00fcphane kart\u0131m, ikinci el bir bilgisayar\u0131m ve annemin inanc\u0131 vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Geceleri annem geri d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcmden toplad\u0131\u011f\u0131 hurdalar\u0131 ay\u0131klarken ben masada matematik \u00e7\u00f6zerdim.
Bazen ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131:
\u201cAnl\u0131yor musun?\u201d
\u201cAnl\u0131yorum anne.\u201d<\/p>\n

Ve o g\u00fcl\u00fcmserdi.<\/p>\n

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Beni G\u00f6ren \u0130lk Ki\u015fi<\/strong><\/h3>\n
    \n
  1. \n

    s\u0131n\u0131fta Murat Hoca hayat\u0131ma girdi. Matematik \u00f6\u011fretmenimdi. Bir g\u00fcn \u00e7\u00f6zd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm sorulara bakt\u0131 ve \u015funu s\u00f6yledi:<\/p>\n<\/li>\n<\/ol>\n

    \n

    \u201cRakamlar kimsenin annesinin mesle\u011fini umursamaz Kerem.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

    Bana burslar\u0131, \u00fcniversiteleri anlatt\u0131.
    \u201cSen denemelisin,\u201d dedi.
    \u201cSenin posta kodun kaderin de\u011fil.\u201d<\/p>\n

    Ba\u015fvuru mektubumu yazarken bana ger\u00e7e\u011fi yazd\u0131rd\u0131. Sabah d\u00f6rtte \u00e7alan alarmlar\u0131, turuncu yelekleri, annemin hayallerini yazd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

    \n

    O E-Posta<\/strong><\/h3>\n

    Bir sabah telefonuma gelen mailde tek kelime vard\u0131:
    \u201cTebrikler.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

    Tam burs. Yurt. Har\u00e7l\u0131k.<\/p>\n

    Annem ka\u011f\u0131d\u0131 eline ald\u0131\u011f\u0131nda elleri titriyordu.
    \u201cBu ger\u00e7ek mi?\u201d dedi.
    \u201cGer\u00e7ek anne.\u201d<\/p>\n

    Bana sar\u0131ld\u0131 ve a\u011flad\u0131.
    \u201cBaban\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc tuttum,\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n

    \n

    Mezuniyet G\u00fcn\u00fc<\/strong><\/h3>\n

    K\u00fcrs\u00fcye \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda alk\u0131\u015flar zay\u0131ft\u0131.
    Mikrofona e\u011fildim ve \u015funu s\u00f6yledim:<\/p>\n

    \u201cAnnem y\u0131llard\u0131r sizin \u00e7\u00f6plerinizi topluyor.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

    Salon buz kesti.<\/p>\n

    Devam ettim:
    \u201cBen \u2018\u00c7\u00f6p\u00e7\u00fc Kad\u0131n\u0131n O\u011flu\u2019yum. Ama bilmedi\u011finiz \u015fey \u015fu: Annem benim i\u00e7in hayallerini \u00e7\u00f6pe att\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n

    Anneme bakt\u0131m.
    \u201cBenim ba\u015fard\u0131\u011f\u0131m her \u015fey, senin sabah 3\u2019te kalkmana bor\u00e7lu anne.<\/strong>\u201d<\/p>\n

    Kabul mektubunu havaya kald\u0131rd\u0131m:
    \u201c\u00dclkenin en iyi teknik \u00fcniversitesine, tam burslu gidiyorum!\u201d<\/p>\n

    Bir saniyelik sessizlikten sonra salon aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131.
    Annem a\u011fl\u0131yordu. Ben de.<\/p>\n

    \n

    Son<\/strong><\/h3>\n

    O gece masam\u0131zda diplomam duruyordu. Kap\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda h\u00e2l\u00e2 o \u00fcniforma as\u0131l\u0131yd\u0131. Ama ilk kez o koku bana utan\u00e7 de\u011fil, gurur<\/strong> hissettirdi.<\/p>\n

    Ben h\u00e2l\u00e2 \u201c\u00c7\u00f6p\u00e7\u00fc Kad\u0131n\u0131n O\u011flu\u201dyum.<\/strong>
    Ama art\u0131k bu bir hakaret de\u011fil.<\/p>\n

    Bu, g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcmde ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir madalya.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

    Benim ad\u0131m Kerem. 18 ya\u015f\u0131nday\u0131m. Hayat\u0131m boyunca \u00fczerime yap\u0131\u015fan tek bir etiket vard\u0131:\u201c\u00c7\u00f6p\u00e7\u00fc kad\u0131n\u0131n o\u011flu.\u201d Annem sabah\u0131n d\u00f6rd\u00fcnde kalkar, fosforlu yele\u011fini giyer ve \u00e7\u00f6p kamyonunun […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":3812,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3810","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3810","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3810"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3810\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3814,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3810\/revisions\/3814"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/3812"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3810"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3810"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3810"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}