{"id":3920,"date":"2025-12-17T18:45:45","date_gmt":"2025-12-17T18:45:45","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/?p=3920"},"modified":"2025-12-17T18:45:56","modified_gmt":"2025-12-17T18:45:56","slug":"18-yasindayim-ve-hayattaki-tek-ailem-ninem-durdane","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/18-yasindayim-ve-hayattaki-tek-ailem-ninem-durdane\/","title":{"rendered":"18 Ya\u015f\u0131nday\u0131m ve Hayattaki Tek Ailem Ninem D\u00fcrdane"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Mezuniyet Gecesinde Susturamad\u0131klar\u0131 Bir \u015eey Vard\u0131<\/strong><\/h2>\n

Mezuniyet geceleri \u00e7o\u011fu gen\u00e7 i\u00e7in e\u011flence, m\u00fczik ve g\u00f6steri\u015f demektir.
Ama \u0130stanbul\u2019daki bir devlet lisesinde okuyan Emre i\u00e7in bu gece, \u00e7ok daha fazlas\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Hayat\u0131ndaki en \u00f6nemli insan\u0131<\/strong> baloya davet etmi\u015fti.
Ve bu karar, alaylara ve f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131lara neden olmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n

O ana kadar susmu\u015ftu.
Ama bu kez susmayacakt\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o gece, kim oldu\u011funu ve neyin yan\u0131nda durdu\u011funu g\u00f6sterecekti.<\/p>\n

<\/p>\n

Onur, Bazen Bir Dans Pistinde Ba\u015flar<\/strong><\/h2>\n

Emre\u2019nin hayat\u0131 eksik ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.
Annesi onu do\u011furduktan k\u0131sa s\u00fcre sonra vefat etmi\u015fti. Babas\u0131na dair hi\u00e7bir iz yoktu.<\/p>\n

Onu b\u00fcy\u00fcten tek ki\u015fi, b\u00fcy\u00fckannesi D\u00fcrdane<\/strong> oldu.<\/p>\n

D\u00fcrdane, Emre\u2019nin okudu\u011fu lisede gece vardiyas\u0131nda temizlik g\u00f6revlisi olarak \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. Kimsenin fark etmedi\u011fi ama herkesin kulland\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u0131n\u0131flar\u0131, koridorlar\u0131, tuvaletleri temizliyordu. Maa\u015f\u0131 azd\u0131 ama sevgisi eksik de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n

\u0130kinci el kitaplar, eskimi\u015f ayakkab\u0131lar vard\u0131 belki\u2026
Ama g\u00fcven, istikrar ve ko\u015fulsuz sevgi hep vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Okulda Emre i\u00e7in i\u015fler kolay de\u011fildi.
Baz\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenciler arkas\u0131ndan f\u0131s\u0131ldar, alayc\u0131 lakaplar takard\u0131. Dolab\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne bilerek d\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f i\u00e7ecekler, yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f notlar buldu\u011fu olurdu.<\/p>\n

Ama Emre hi\u00e7birini b\u00fcy\u00fckannesine anlatmad\u0131.
Onu korumak istiyordu.<\/p>\n

Okulda nefes alabildi\u011fi tek ki\u015fi Seda<\/strong>\u2019yd\u0131. O da yoklu\u011fu bilen biriydi. Paran\u0131n, eme\u011fin ne demek oldu\u011funu anl\u0131yordu. Aralar\u0131nda sessiz bir ba\u011f vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Mezuniyet gecesi yakla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131nda herkes Emre\u2019nin Seda\u2019y\u0131 davet edece\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Ama Emre kararl\u0131yd\u0131. Hayat\u0131ndaki en \u00f6nemli ki\u015fi ba\u015fkayd\u0131.<\/p>\n

O gece, D\u00fcrdane eski \u00e7i\u00e7ekli elbisesini elinde tutarken teredd\u00fct etti.
\u201cBelki gelmesem daha iyi olur,\u201d dedi.
\u201cUtan\u0131rs\u0131n.\u201d<\/p>\n

Emre ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131.
\u201cBeni asla utand\u0131rmazs\u0131n,\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n

Salonda m\u00fczik \u00e7alarken Emre, b\u00fcy\u00fckannesinin yan\u0131na y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc.
\u201cBenimle dans eder misin?\u201d diye sordu.<\/p>\n

Piste \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131klar\u0131nda kahkahalar y\u00fckseldi.
F\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131lar \u00e7o\u011fald\u0131.<\/p>\n

D\u00fcrdane geri \u00e7ekilmek istedi.
Ama Emre elini b\u0131rakmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

DJ kabinine y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc. M\u00fczi\u011fi durdurdu.
Mikrofonu eline ald\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u201cG\u00fclmeden \u00f6nce,\u201d dedi,
\u201cbu kad\u0131n\u0131n kim oldu\u011funu bilmenizi istiyorum.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cBu benim b\u00fcy\u00fckannem D\u00fcrdane.
Beni tek ba\u015f\u0131na b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fc.
Siz temiz s\u0131n\u0131flarda okuyun diye geceleri bu okulu temizledi.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cTan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m en g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc insan odur.\u201d<\/p>\n

Salon sessizdi.<\/p>\n

\u201cE\u011fer onunla dans etmem beni k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fcyorsa,
as\u0131l \u00fcz\u00fclmem gereken sizsiniz.\u201d<\/p>\n

Sonra b\u00fcy\u00fckannesine d\u00f6nd\u00fc.
\u201cBu dans\u0131 benimle yapar m\u0131s\u0131n?\u201d<\/p>\n

Bu kez alk\u0131\u015flar y\u00fckseldi.
Kahkahalar sustu.<\/p>\n

O gece D\u00fcrdane g\u00f6r\u00fcnmez de\u011fildi.
Onurland\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ertesi hafta dolab\u0131nda bir not buldu:
\u201cHer \u015fey i\u00e7in te\u015fekk\u00fcr ederiz. \u00d6z\u00fcr dileriz. \u2014 11\/B\u201d<\/p>\n

Emre ise \u015funu \u00f6\u011frendi:<\/p>\n

Ger\u00e7ek de\u011fer; makamda de\u011fil,
sevgi, emek ve d\u00fcr\u00fcstl\u00fcktedir.<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Mezuniyet Gecesinde Susturamad\u0131klar\u0131 Bir \u015eey Vard\u0131 Mezuniyet geceleri \u00e7o\u011fu gen\u00e7 i\u00e7in e\u011flence, m\u00fczik ve g\u00f6steri\u015f demektir.Ama \u0130stanbul\u2019daki bir devlet lisesinde okuyan Emre i\u00e7in bu gece, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":3923,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3920","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3920","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3920"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3920\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3925,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3920\/revisions\/3925"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/3923"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3920"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3920"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3920"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}