{"id":3926,"date":"2025-12-17T18:49:01","date_gmt":"2025-12-17T18:49:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/?p=3926"},"modified":"2025-12-17T18:49:12","modified_gmt":"2025-12-17T18:49:12","slug":"66-yasindaki-sevgi-hanim-market-kasasinda-baslayan-gercek","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/66-yasindaki-sevgi-hanim-market-kasasinda-baslayan-gercek\/","title":{"rendered":"66 Ya\u015f\u0131ndaki Sevgi Han\u0131m: Market Kasas\u0131nda Ba\u015flayan Ger\u00e7ek"},"content":{"rendered":"

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\u201cOlursa\u201d Diye Yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 Gofret ve Kasadaki Utan\u00e7<\/strong><\/h2>\n

Sevgi Han\u0131m altm\u0131\u015f alt\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131. K\u0131\u015f\u0131n so\u011fu\u011fu kemiklere daha h\u0131zl\u0131 i\u015flerdi; o da her zamanki gibi y\u00fcn h\u0131rkas\u0131n\u0131n d\u00fc\u011fmelerini ilikleyip evden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Merdivenleri inerken elindeki bez \u00e7antay\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131 tuttu. \u00c7antan\u0131n i\u00e7inde sadece bir liste vard\u0131: ekmek, s\u00fct, yumurta, biraz patates\u2026 torununa sevdi\u011fi yo\u011furt\u2026 ve en sona k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck harflerle yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir \u015fey: \u201c\u00e7ikolatal\u0131 gofret (olursa)\u201d<\/strong>.<\/p>\n

\u201cOlursa\u201d kelimesini \u00f6zellikle eklemi\u015fti. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o gofret, ev b\u00fct\u00e7esinde her zaman ilk vazge\u00e7ilen \u015fey olurdu.<\/p>\n

Mahalle marketinin kap\u0131s\u0131ndan girince s\u0131cak hava y\u00fcz\u00fcne \u00e7arpt\u0131. Raflar\u0131n aras\u0131nda gezindi; patatesleri se\u00e7ti, s\u00fct\u00fc ald\u0131, yumurtay\u0131 sepete koydu. Her \u00fcr\u00fcnde ayn\u0131 sessiz hesap vard\u0131: \u201cYeter mi, yetmez mi?\u201d<\/em> Tam bir rakam de\u011fil\u2026 y\u0131llar\u0131n \u00f6\u011fretti\u011fi, i\u00e7ten i\u00e7e yap\u0131lan bir denge hesab\u0131.<\/p>\n

Kasaya geldi\u011finde s\u0131ra yoktu. Kasiyer gen\u00e7 bir kad\u0131nd\u0131; rozetinde Ece<\/strong> yaz\u0131yordu. Ece\u2019nin y\u00fcz\u00fc yorgundu, sanki sabahtan beri ayn\u0131 noktaya bak\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n

\u201cKolay gelsin k\u0131z\u0131m,\u201d dedi Sevgi Han\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Yan\u0131t gelmedi. \u00dcr\u00fcnler bip bip ge\u00e7erken ekranda toplam belirdi. Sevgi Han\u0131m c\u00fczdan\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131, katlanm\u0131\u015f paralar\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131, bozukluklar\u0131 sayd\u0131. Nefesi fark etmeden h\u0131zland\u0131.<\/p>\n

Birka\u00e7 lira eksikti.<\/strong>
Az gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcnen ama o an koca bir duvar olan birka\u00e7 lira\u2026<\/p>\n

Sevgi Han\u0131m\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fc k\u0131zard\u0131. Liste g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnden ge\u00e7ti. Torunun yo\u011furdu sepetteydi. Gofret k\u0131sm\u0131na kayd\u0131 g\u00f6zleri. \u201cGofreti \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131r\u0131m,\u201d diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. \u201cYeter ki \u00e7ocuk sevinsin.\u201d<\/p>\n

Tam \u201c\u015eunu \u00e7\u0131karal\u0131m,\u201d diyecekken kasiyer Ece\u2019nin ses tonu sertle\u015fti. Sevgi Han\u0131m\u0131n utanc\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc. \u0130\u015fte tam o anda, marketin kap\u0131s\u0131ndan koyu paltolu biri girdi. Yan\u0131nda kap\u0131da bekleyen bir adam daha vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Mahallede herkesin tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 biri\u2026 Kaan Yal\u00e7\u0131n.<\/strong>
Kasaya do\u011fru geldi, Sevgi Han\u0131m\u0131n titreyen ellerine, kasiyerin tavr\u0131na bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ve birka\u00e7 saniye sonra, Sevgi Han\u0131m\u0131n hi\u00e7 beklemedi\u011fi bir \u015fey oldu.<\/p>\n

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\u201cBenim Annemin Ad\u0131 Nermin Kara\u2019yd\u0131\u201d<\/strong><\/h2>\n

Kasiyer Ece sab\u0131rs\u0131zca, \u201cHangisini \u00e7\u0131karaca\u011f\u0131z?\u201d der gibi bakt\u0131. Sevgi Han\u0131m eliyle yo\u011furdu tuttu. \u0130\u00e7inden \u201cBunu da \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131r\u0131m,\u201d diye ge\u00e7irdi; \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc torununa bir \u015feyler g\u00f6t\u00fcrmek istiyordu ama kasada daha fazla k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck d\u00fc\u015fmek istemiyordu.<\/p>\n

Tam o anda Kaan Yal\u00e7\u0131n c\u00fczdan\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u201cGerek yok,\u201d dedi tok bir sesle. \u201cHepsini ge\u00e7irin. Ben \u00f6d\u00fcyorum.\u201d<\/p>\n

Kasiyer bir an durdu. \u201cEfendim?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cHepsi<\/strong>,\u201d dedi Kaan net\u00e7e. Kart\u0131n\u0131 kasan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne b\u0131rakt\u0131.<\/p>\n

Sevgi Han\u0131m donup kald\u0131. \u201cAman beyim\u2026 olur mu \u00f6yle \u015fey\u2026\u201d diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Kaan bu kez daha sert ama kontroll\u00fc konu\u015ftu:
\u201cOlur. Burada kad\u0131n utan\u0131yor, siz ses y\u00fckseltiyorsunuz. Ge\u00e7irin.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u00d6deme onaylan\u0131nca Kaan kart\u0131n\u0131 ald\u0131, Sevgi Han\u0131m\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcne bakt\u0131.
\u201cTorununu sevindir,\u201d dedi. \u201cGofreti de al.\u201d<\/p>\n

Sevgi Han\u0131m\u0131n bo\u011faz\u0131 d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlendi. \u201cAllah raz\u0131 olsun,\u201d diyebildi sadece.<\/p>\n

Ama Kaan\u2019\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcnde garip bir ifade vard\u0131. Yard\u0131m etmi\u015f olman\u0131n huzuru de\u011fil; sanki y\u0131llard\u0131r i\u00e7inde tuttu\u011fu bir \u015feye dokunulmu\u015f gibi\u2026 Ka\u015flar\u0131 \u00e7at\u0131k kald\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u201cAd\u0131n\u0131z ne?\u201d diye sordu.<\/p>\n

\u201cSevgi,\u201d dedi kad\u0131n. \u201cSevgi Kara.\u201d<\/p>\n

Kaan\u2019\u0131n bak\u0131\u015f\u0131 bir an de\u011fi\u015fti.
\u201cKara\u2026\u201d diye tekrar etti.<\/p>\n

Sonra hi\u00e7 beklenmedik bir \u015fekilde, \u201cEviniz yak\u0131n m\u0131?\u201d dedi.
Po\u015fetlerin bir k\u0131sm\u0131n\u0131 yan\u0131ndaki adama ald\u0131rd\u0131. Sevgi Han\u0131m itiraz etmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ama Kaan kararl\u0131yd\u0131:<\/p>\n

\u201cTa\u015f\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z, biliyorum. Ama ta\u015f\u0131man\u0131z gerekmiyor.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u0130ki sokak y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcler. Apartman\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde Kaan durdu.
\u201cTorununuz ka\u00e7 ya\u015f\u0131nda?\u201d diye sordu.<\/p>\n

\u201cOn,\u201d dedi Sevgi Han\u0131m. \u201cAli.\u201d<\/p>\n

Kaan ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131. Sonra bir soru sordu; havada buz gibi as\u0131l\u0131 kald\u0131:
\u201cBa\u015fka torununuz var m\u0131?\u201d<\/p>\n

Sevgi Han\u0131m \u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. \u201cYok,\u201d dedi. \u201cSadece Ali. Zaten bir k\u0131z\u0131m var, o da tek \u00e7ocuk.\u201d<\/p>\n

Kaan\u2019\u0131n g\u00f6zleri Sevgi Han\u0131m\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcne kilitlendi.
\u201cEmin misiniz?\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n

\u201cNas\u0131l yani?\u201d diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131 Sevgi Han\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Kaan nefesini toparlad\u0131, sesi al\u00e7ald\u0131:
\u201cSevgi Han\u0131m\u2026 benim annemin ad\u0131\u2026 Nermin Kara\u2019yd\u0131.<\/strong>\u201d<\/p>\n

Sevgi Han\u0131m\u0131n d\u00fcnyas\u0131 bir an durdu.
\u201cNermin\u2026\u201d dedi. \u201cNermin Kara\u2026 benim k\u0131z karde\u015fimdi.\u201d<\/p>\n

Kaan\u2019\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fc gerildi.
\u201cDemek siz\u2026 teyzemsiniz,\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n

Sevgi Han\u0131m titreyerek sordu: \u201cNermin nerede? Ya\u015f\u0131yor mu?\u201d<\/p>\n

Kaan\u2019\u0131n bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 sertle\u015fti.
\u201cAnnem on iki y\u0131l \u00f6nce \u00f6ld\u00fc,\u201d dedi. \u201cBen baz\u0131 \u015feyleri \u00e7ok ge\u00e7 \u00f6\u011frendim. Sizden de hi\u00e7 s\u00f6z etmedi.\u201d<\/p>\n

Sevgi Han\u0131m\u0131n g\u00f6zleri doldu. \u201cBilmiyordum,\u201d dedi. \u201cY\u0131llar \u00f6nce k\u00fcst\u00fck. Adresini kaybettim\u2026 Gurur yapt\u0131m\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n

Kaan\u2019\u0131n sesi a\u011f\u0131rla\u015ft\u0131:
\u201cPeki,\u201d dedi. \u201cBana \u015funu s\u00f6yleyin\u2026 Annemin ba\u015fka \u00e7ocu\u011fu var m\u0131yd\u0131?\u201d<\/p>\n

Cebinden telefonunu \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131, bir foto\u011fraf g\u00f6sterdi: gen\u00e7 bir \u00e7ocuk\u2026 y\u00fcz hatlar\u0131nda tuhaf bir tan\u0131d\u0131kl\u0131k.<\/p>\n

\u201cAd\u0131 Emir,\u201d dedi Kaan. \u201cBir iz buldum. Ama emin de\u011filim.\u201d<\/p>\n

Sevgi Han\u0131m foto\u011frafa bakt\u0131 ve i\u00e7i \u00fcrperdi. Burun, ka\u015f, bak\u0131\u015f\u2026
Bir \u015fey tan\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n

Tam o s\u0131rada kap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. \u0130nce bir ses duyuldu:
\u201cAnneanne! Geldim!\u201d<\/p>\n

Ali i\u00e7eri girdi, salonda Kaan\u2019\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce durdu.
\u201cKim bu?\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n

Kaan \u00e7ocu\u011fa bakt\u0131. Bir an yutkundu.
\u201cBen Kaan,\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n

Ali ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yana e\u011fdi. \u201cKom\u015fu musun?\u201d<\/p>\n

Kaan bir saniye sustu.
\u201cBelki,\u201d dedi. \u201cBelki\u2026 daha fazlas\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n

Sevgi Han\u0131m\u0131n bo\u011faz\u0131 yeniden d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlendi. Kaan\u2019\u0131n g\u00f6zleri duvardaki eski bir foto\u011frafa tak\u0131ld\u0131: gen\u00e7 bir kad\u0131n\u2026 Nermin.<\/p>\n

\u201cAnnem,\u201d dedi k\u0131saca.<\/p>\n

Ve Sevgi Han\u0131m, y\u0131llard\u0131r a\u00e7maya cesaret edemedi\u011fi bir \u015feyi hat\u0131rlad\u0131.
Dolab\u0131n en \u00fcst\u00fcnde duran, sararm\u0131\u015f bir zarf\u2026<\/p>\n

\u201cMektup,\u201d dedi titreyerek. \u201cNermin giderken bir mektup b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ben hi\u00e7 a\u00e7mad\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n

Kaan d\u00f6n\u00fcp bakt\u0131.
\u201cGetirin,\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n

Sevgi Han\u0131m zarf\u0131 uzatt\u0131. Kaan a\u00e7t\u0131. \u0130lk sat\u0131r\u0131 okur okumaz y\u00fcz\u00fc de\u011fi\u015fti.<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc mektupta \u015funlar yaz\u0131yordu:
\u201cSevgi\u2026 E\u011fer bir g\u00fcn Kaan sana gelirse bil ki yaln\u0131z gelmeyecek. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc Kaan\u2019\u0131n bir karde\u015fi var. Ad\u0131 Emir<\/strong>\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n

Kaan ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131.
\u201cGer\u00e7ekmi\u015f,\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n

O an marketteki birka\u00e7 liral\u0131k eksik, bir ailenin y\u0131llard\u0131r sakl\u0131 kalan ger\u00e7e\u011fine d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Ve Kaan Yal\u00e7\u0131n, ilk kez parayla \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fclemeyen bir \u015feyle y\u00fczle\u015fiyordu: ge\u00e7mi\u015f.<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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