{"id":4219,"date":"2025-12-24T21:18:17","date_gmt":"2025-12-24T21:18:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/?p=4219"},"modified":"2025-12-24T21:18:30","modified_gmt":"2025-12-24T21:18:30","slug":"beni-hasta-ve-yalniz-birakan-ogullarim-son-dilegimi-ogrendiklerinde-donup-kaldilar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/beni-hasta-ve-yalniz-birakan-ogullarim-son-dilegimi-ogrendiklerinde-donup-kaldilar\/","title":{"rendered":"Beni Hasta ve Yaln\u0131z B\u0131rakan O\u011fullar\u0131m, Son Dile\u011fimi \u00d6\u011frendiklerinde Donup Kald\u0131lar"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/beni-hasta-ve-yalniz-birakan-ogullarim-son-dilegimi-ogrendiklerinde-donup-kaldilar\/2\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-4221\" src=\"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/d-2-14.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"600\" height=\"336\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p data-start=\"115\" data-end=\"295\">83 ya\u015f\u0131nday\u0131m. Hayat\u0131m boyunca yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n ne oldu\u011funu bildi\u011fimi san\u0131yordum. Ama <strong data-start=\"196\" data-end=\"243\">iki o\u011flumun beni zamanlar\u0131na de\u011fmez g\u00f6rmesi<\/strong>, bana ger\u00e7ek yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n ne demek oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011fretti.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"297\" data-end=\"501\">Ben Meral. \u0130ki erkek evlat b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fcm: Kerem ve Emre. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckken iyiydiler. Ya da ben \u00f6yle hat\u0131rlamak istiyorum. Y\u0131llar ge\u00e7tik\u00e7e, onlar\u0131n hayat\u0131nda \u00f6ncelikler de\u011fi\u015fti, <strong data-start=\"461\" data-end=\"500\">ben ise sessizce arka plana itildim<\/strong>.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"503\" data-end=\"670\">Ba\u011flant\u0131y\u0131 koparmamak i\u00e7in elimden geleni yapt\u0131m.<br data-start=\"552\" data-end=\"555\" \/>Bayramlarda mektuplar yazd\u0131m.<br data-start=\"584\" data-end=\"587\" \/>Do\u011fum g\u00fcnlerinde arad\u0131m.<br data-start=\"611\" data-end=\"614\" \/>En sevdikleri kurabiyeleri pi\u015firip kargoyla g\u00f6nderdim.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"672\" data-end=\"782\">Ama her seferinde ayn\u0131 c\u00fcmleler geldi:<br data-start=\"710\" data-end=\"713\" \/>\u201cAnne \u00e7ok yo\u011funum.\u201d<br data-start=\"732\" data-end=\"735\" \/>\u201cAnne bu bayram da olmayacak.\u201d<br data-start=\"765\" data-end=\"768\" \/>\u201cAnne seneye\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"784\" data-end=\"809\">O <strong data-start=\"786\" data-end=\"796\">seneye<\/strong> hi\u00e7 gelmedi.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"811\" data-end=\"1008\">Yedi y\u0131l \u00f6nce e\u015fimi kaybettikten sonra evim b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc, sesler azald\u0131. Ve ben, <strong data-start=\"886\" data-end=\"925\">iki o\u011flum varken \u00e7ocuksuz kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131<\/strong> fark ettim. Aramay\u0131 b\u0131rakt\u0131m. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc reddedilmek, sessizlikten daha \u00e7ok ac\u0131t\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p><!--nextpage--><\/p>\n<p data-start=\"1032\" data-end=\"1170\">Ge\u00e7en y\u0131l a\u011f\u0131r bir zat\u00fcrre ge\u00e7irdim. Bir hafta hastanede yatt\u0131m. \u0130kisini de arad\u0131m.<br data-start=\"1115\" data-end=\"1118\" \/>Biri hi\u00e7 gelmedi.<br data-start=\"1135\" data-end=\"1138\" \/>Di\u011feri k\u0131sa bir mesajla yetindi.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"1172\" data-end=\"1250\">O hastane yata\u011f\u0131nda anlad\u0131m: <strong data-start=\"1201\" data-end=\"1250\">\u0130nsan yaln\u0131zken de\u011fil, unutulurken t\u00fckeniyor.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p data-start=\"1252\" data-end=\"1432\">Eve d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde karar verdim. Bah\u00e7edeki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck evi kiraya verecektim. \u0130\u015fte o g\u00fcn <strong data-start=\"1331\" data-end=\"1353\">Aylin ve k\u0131z\u0131 Elif<\/strong> hayat\u0131ma girdi. Bo\u015fanm\u0131\u015f bir anne ve ergen bir k\u0131z\u2026 Sessiz, sayg\u0131l\u0131, ger\u00e7ekti.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"1434\" data-end=\"1535\">Zamanla kirac\u0131m de\u011fil, <strong data-start=\"1457\" data-end=\"1466\">ailem<\/strong> oldular.<br data-start=\"1475\" data-end=\"1478\" \/>\u0130la\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 sordular.<br data-start=\"1498\" data-end=\"1501\" \/>Yemek yapt\u0131lar.<br data-start=\"1516\" data-end=\"1519\" \/>Beni dinlediler.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"1537\" data-end=\"1713\">Bir g\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde Elif saniyeler i\u00e7inde yan\u0131mdayd\u0131.<br data-start=\"1589\" data-end=\"1592\" \/>So\u011fuk alg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ge\u00e7irdi\u011fimde Aylin i\u015ften izin ald\u0131.<br data-start=\"1643\" data-end=\"1646\" \/>Kendi o\u011fullar\u0131m\u0131n yapmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, <strong data-start=\"1677\" data-end=\"1712\">kan ba\u011f\u0131 olmayan insanlar yapt\u0131<\/strong>.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"1715\" data-end=\"1790\">Alt\u0131 ay sonra doktorum ger\u00e7e\u011fi s\u00f6yledi:<br data-start=\"1754\" data-end=\"1757\" \/>\u201cKalbiniz yava\u015f yava\u015f yoruluyor.\u201d<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"1792\" data-end=\"1861\">Eve d\u00f6nd\u00fcm ve avukat\u0131m\u0131 arad\u0131m.<br data-start=\"1823\" data-end=\"1826\" \/>\u201cVasiyetimi de\u011fi\u015ftirmek istiyorum.\u201d<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"1863\" data-end=\"1986\">Toplant\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fc, <strong data-start=\"1878\" data-end=\"1916\">o\u011fullar\u0131m miras kelimesini duyunca<\/strong> birden ortaya \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131lar. \u015e\u0131k giyinmi\u015flerdi ama g\u00f6zlerinde sevgi yoktu.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"1988\" data-end=\"2140\">Avukat okumaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda y\u00fczleri dondu.<br data-start=\"2030\" data-end=\"2033\" \/>Ev, birikimler, her \u015fey <strong data-start=\"2057\" data-end=\"2076\">Aylin ve Elif\u2019e<\/strong> b\u0131rak\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<br data-start=\"2090\" data-end=\"2093\" \/>O\u011fullar\u0131ma ise sadece <strong data-start=\"2115\" data-end=\"2139\">iki eski g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f kadeh<\/strong>.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2142\" data-end=\"2218\">\u201cBu delilik!\u201d diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131lar.<br data-start=\"2172\" data-end=\"2175\" \/>\u201cHay\u0131r,\u201d dedim sakince. <strong data-start=\"2199\" data-end=\"2218\">\u201cBu bir se\u00e7im.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2220\" data-end=\"2330\">Sonra bir mektup buldular. \u0130\u00e7inde \u015funlar yaz\u0131yordu:<br data-start=\"2271\" data-end=\"2274\" \/><strong data-start=\"2274\" data-end=\"2330\">\u201cBeni se\u00e7meyenleri de\u011fil, beni sevenleri se\u00e7iyorum.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2332\" data-end=\"2395\">Bug\u00fcn 84 ya\u015f\u0131ma yakla\u015f\u0131yorum.<br data-start=\"2361\" data-end=\"2364\" \/>Zaman\u0131m az ama <strong data-start=\"2379\" data-end=\"2394\">kalbim dolu<\/strong>.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2397\" data-end=\"2482\">\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00f6\u011frendim:<br data-start=\"2412\" data-end=\"2415\" \/><strong data-start=\"2415\" data-end=\"2480\">Aile kan ba\u011f\u0131 de\u011fildir. Aile, her g\u00fcn orada olmay\u0131 se\u00e7mektir.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2484\" data-end=\"2529\">Ve bu, b\u0131rak\u0131labilecek <strong data-start=\"2507\" data-end=\"2528\">en b\u00fcy\u00fck mirast\u0131r<\/strong>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>83 ya\u015f\u0131nday\u0131m. Hayat\u0131m boyunca yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n ne oldu\u011funu bildi\u011fimi san\u0131yordum. Ama iki o\u011flumun beni zamanlar\u0131na de\u011fmez g\u00f6rmesi, bana ger\u00e7ek yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n ne demek oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011fretti. Ben Meral. 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