{"id":4287,"date":"2025-12-26T19:29:28","date_gmt":"2025-12-26T19:29:28","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/?p=4287"},"modified":"2025-12-26T19:29:39","modified_gmt":"2025-12-26T19:29:39","slug":"beni-kapinin-onune-birakip-kacmisti-yillar-sonra-karsima-ciktiginda-tek-cumlemle-yikildi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/beni-kapinin-onune-birakip-kacmisti-yillar-sonra-karsima-ciktiginda-tek-cumlemle-yikildi\/","title":{"rendered":"Beni Kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00d6n\u00fcne B\u0131rak\u0131p Ka\u00e7m\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u2026 Y\u0131llar Sonra Kar\u015f\u0131ma \u00c7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda Tek C\u00fcmlemle Y\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Annem, evli bir adamla ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ili\u015fkiden beni d\u00fcnyaya getirdi. \u00c7ocuklu\u011fum boyunca tek bir eve ait olamad\u0131m<\/strong>, s\u00fcrekli kiral\u0131k evlerde ta\u015f\u0131nd\u0131k. Daha be\u015f ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131m\u2026 annem hayat\u0131na ba\u015fka bir adam almak istedi. Adam\u0131n tek bir \u015fart\u0131 vard\u0131: \u00c7ocuk istemiyordu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bir sabah annem beni yan\u0131na ald\u0131. T\u00fcm belgelerimi elime tutu\u015fturdu ve biyolojik babam\u0131n evine g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Kap\u0131y\u0131 \u00e7ald\u0131. Kilidin a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 duydu\u011fu an\u2026 arkas\u0131na bile bakmadan ka\u00e7t\u0131.<\/strong>
Kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7an adam y\u00fcz\u00fcme bakar bakmaz kim oldu\u011fumu anlad\u0131. \u015ea\u015fk\u0131nd\u0131 ama beni i\u00e7eri ald\u0131.<\/p>\n

O an hayat\u0131m\u0131n tamamen de\u011fi\u015fece\u011fini bilmiyordum.<\/p>\n

<\/p>\n

Babam\u0131n e\u015fi beni beklemedi\u011fim bir sevgiyle kar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131. Evdeki \u00e7ocuklar Elif ve Can da beni hemen benimsedi. Babam ise ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7ta beni bir yetimhaneye vermek istedi. Ancak e\u015fi buna kesin bir dille kar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131:
\u201cBu \u00e7ocuk su\u00e7suz.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

O g\u00fcnden sonra her \u015fey yava\u015f yava\u015f de\u011fi\u015fti.<\/p>\n

\u0130lk zamanlar annemin geri d\u00f6nece\u011fine inan\u0131yordum. G\u00fcnler ge\u00e7ti, umutlar\u0131m t\u00fckendi. Zamanla babam\u0131n e\u015fine \u201canne\u201d demeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Babam so\u011fuk ve otoriter bir adamd\u0131. Eve geldi\u011finde evin i\u00e7i sessizli\u011fe g\u00f6m\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc. Biz \u00e7ocuklar odalara \u00e7ekilirdik. Annemiz ise onun \u00f6fkesine kar\u015f\u0131 sessiz bir kalkan<\/strong> olurdu. Sevgisini \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcm\u00fcze de e\u015fit da\u011f\u0131t\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Y\u0131llar ge\u00e7ti. B\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fck. Liseyi bitirdik. Ayn\u0131 ya\u015flarda oldu\u011fumuz i\u00e7in \u00fcniversite s\u0131nav\u0131na birlikte haz\u0131rland\u0131k. Babam sevgisini hi\u00e7 g\u00f6stermese bile e\u011fitim masraflar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 eksiksiz kar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131<\/strong>. \u00dc\u00e7\u00fcm\u00fcz de hayalini kurdu\u011fumuz b\u00f6l\u00fcmleri kazand\u0131k.<\/p>\n

Babam vefat etti\u011finde geriye b\u00fcy\u00fck bir miras kald\u0131. \u015eirketin ve mal varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n t\u00fcm haklar\u0131 bize ge\u00e7ti. \u0130\u015fleri b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fck ve yurt d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda yeni bir \u015fube a\u00e7maya karar verdik. Bu \u015fubenin ba\u015f\u0131na ben ge\u00e7ecektim. Annemizi de yan\u0131m\u0131za almak istedim. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc en \u00e7ok o hak ediyordu<\/strong>.<\/p>\n

Tam yola \u00e7\u0131kaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z g\u00fcn\u2026 y\u0131llard\u0131r ortada olmayan biyolojik annem kar\u015f\u0131ma \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n

Kendini tan\u0131tt\u0131. Beni \u00f6zledi\u011fini s\u00f6yledi. \u201cGe\u00e7mi\u015f art\u0131k geride kald\u0131,\u201d dedi.
Y\u00fcz\u00fcne bakt\u0131m\u2026 Y\u0131llard\u0131r zihnimden silinmi\u015f bir y\u00fcz, an\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131 zorla geri \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yordu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylemedim.
Ne reddettim\u2026
Ne de kabul ettim.<\/p>\n

Sadece valizimi elime ald\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Arkamdan sesi geldi:
\u201cBir g\u00fcn bana ihtiyac\u0131n olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 biliyorum.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

O anda duraksad\u0131m.
Ve arkama d\u00f6nd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7imde y\u0131llard\u0131r b\u00fcy\u00fcyen o c\u00fcmle, bo\u011faz\u0131mdan tek seferde \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131:<\/p>\n

\u201cBenim zaten bir annem var\u2026 beni kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne b\u0131rak\u0131p ka\u00e7an de\u011fil.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bunu s\u00f6yledi\u011fim an y\u00fcz\u00fc mosmor oldu.
Dudaklar\u0131 titredi. Kelimeleri yar\u0131m kald\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o an ilk defa anlad\u0131:
Bir \u00e7ocu\u011fu do\u011furmak, anne olmaya yetmez.<\/strong>
Anne; yan\u0131nda kalan, b\u00fcy\u00fcten ve koruyand\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Ve ben\u2026
Hayat\u0131m boyunca en do\u011fru yerde durmu\u015ftum.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Annem, evli bir adamla ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ili\u015fkiden beni d\u00fcnyaya getirdi. \u00c7ocuklu\u011fum boyunca tek bir eve ait olamad\u0131m, s\u00fcrekli kiral\u0131k evlerde ta\u015f\u0131nd\u0131k. Daha be\u015f ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131m\u2026 annem hayat\u0131na […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":4288,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[292],"class_list":["post-4287","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-duygusalhikaye-ailehikayesi-annelik-hayatdersi-dram"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4287","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4287"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4287\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4291,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4287\/revisions\/4291"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/4288"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4287"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4287"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4287"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}