{"id":4714,"date":"2026-01-16T21:25:24","date_gmt":"2026-01-16T21:25:24","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/?p=4714"},"modified":"2026-01-16T21:25:37","modified_gmt":"2026-01-16T21:25:37","slug":"alti-ay-once-ikinci-cocugumuzu-dunyaya-getirdim-ve-tam-o-zaman-kocam-gariplesmeye-basladi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/alti-ay-once-ikinci-cocugumuzu-dunyaya-getirdim-ve-tam-o-zaman-kocam-gariplesmeye-basladi\/","title":{"rendered":"Alt\u0131 ay \u00f6nce ikinci \u00e7ocu\u011fumuzu d\u00fcnyaya getirdim\u2026 Ve tam o zaman kocam gariple\u015fmeye ba\u015flad\u0131"},"content":{"rendered":"

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\u00d6n\u00fcmde k\u0131yafet de\u011fi\u015ftirmeyi b\u0131rakt\u0131.
Sar\u0131l\u0131nca gerildi.
G\u00f6zlerime bakm\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n

Her gece \u201cHemen d\u00f6nece\u011fim\u201d deyip \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor\u2026
Sabaha kadar geri gelmiyordu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bir minib\u00fcse bindi\u011fini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.
\u0130ki hafta boyunca.<\/p>\n

Aldat\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 sand\u0131m.
Ama minib\u00fcs\u00fcn kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131mda g\u00f6rd\u00fcklerim\u2026<\/p>\n

aldat\u0131lmaktan \u00e7ok daha korkun\u00e7tu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

<\/p>\n

Minib\u00fcs\u00fcn arka kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131m anda i\u00e7eri dolan koku bo\u011faz\u0131ma yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131.
Metal, nem, keskin bir antiseptik\u2026 Ve evet, o pasl\u0131, a\u011f\u0131r koku\u2026 kan gibi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bir ad\u0131m att\u0131m. G\u00f6z\u00fcm \u00f6nce yere serilmi\u015f yata\u011fa tak\u0131ld\u0131.
Yatak dedi\u011fim \u015fey; iki kal\u0131n s\u00fcnger, \u00fcst\u00fcne \u00e7ekilmi\u015f bir \u00e7ar\u015faf ve onun da \u00fcst\u00fcne s\u0131k\u0131ca \u00f6rt\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f su ge\u00e7irmez koyu renk bir branda<\/strong>yd\u0131. Brandan\u0131n kenarlar\u0131 koli band\u0131yla tutturulmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n

Baz\u0131 yerlerinde kurumu\u015f \u00e7amur\u2026
Baz\u0131 yerlerinde ise \u0131\u015f\u0131k vurunca siyaha \u00e7alan koyu lekeler<\/strong>.<\/p>\n

Dizlerimin ba\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcld\u00fc.<\/p>\n

\u201cHay\u0131r\u2026\u201d diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131m.
\u201cBu\u2026 olamaz.\u201d<\/p>\n

Ellerim titreyerek brandan\u0131n ucuna uzand\u0131. Parma\u011f\u0131m yap\u0131\u015fkan bir \u015feye de\u011fdi. Geri \u00e7ekildim. Kalbim kulaklar\u0131mda at\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n

Etraf\u0131ma bakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Katlanm\u0131\u015f battaniyeler vard\u0131 ama bizim evdekilerden de\u011fildi. \u00dczerlerinde solmu\u015f yaz\u0131lar\u2026 \u201cAcil\u201d<\/strong> kelimesini se\u00e7ebiliyordum. Turuncu reflekt\u00f6rl\u00fc bir yelek. Lateks eldiven kutular\u0131. Maskeler. B\u00fcy\u00fck, profesyonel bir ilk yard\u0131m \u00e7antas\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ve rafta\u2026
Serum \u015fi\u015feleri. Bandajlar. Makas. Turnike.
\u0130ki tane siyah \u00e7\u00f6p po\u015feti.<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f\u0131m d\u00f6nd\u00fc. Midem buland\u0131.<\/p>\n

O an minib\u00fcs\u00fcn kap\u0131s\u0131 kapand\u0131.<\/p>\n

Arkamda duruyordu.<\/p>\n

\u2014 \u201cSak\u0131n korkma.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

Sesini duydu\u011fumda i\u00e7imden bir \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k koptu. D\u00f6n\u00fcp bakt\u0131m. Y\u00fcz\u00fc yorgundu. G\u00f6zleri \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Ama o bak\u0131\u015f\u2026 tan\u0131d\u0131kt\u0131. Panik de\u011fil, su\u00e7luluk vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u2014 \u201cBeni aldatt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sand\u0131m,\u201d<\/strong> dedim titreyerek.
\u2014 \u201cKe\u015fke \u00f6yle olsayd\u0131,\u201d<\/strong> dedi.<\/p>\n

Yere \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

\u2014 \u201cO zaman bu ne?\u201d<\/strong> diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m.
\u2014 \u201cBu yatak ne? Bu kan? Bu serumlar?\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

Derin bir nefes ald\u0131. Bir s\u00fcre konu\u015famad\u0131. Sonra minib\u00fcs\u00fcn kap\u0131s\u0131na yasland\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u2014 \u201cDo\u011fumdan sonra seni izledim,\u201d<\/strong> dedi.
\u2014 \u201cGece uyan\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131. Yorgunlu\u011funu. \u0130ki \u00e7ocu\u011fu ayn\u0131 anda nas\u0131l ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bo\u011faz\u0131 d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlendi.<\/p>\n

\u2014 \u201cVe bir g\u00fcn i\u015fe giderken k\u00f6pr\u00fcn\u00fcn alt\u0131nda bir adam g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Kan kaybediyordu. Ambulans gelene kadar yan\u0131nda kald\u0131m. Sonra bir tane daha. Sonra bir kad\u0131n\u2026 sonra bir gen\u00e7.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bana bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u2014 \u201cGeceleri \u015fehirde ambulans gelene kadar yard\u0131m ediyorum.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

Sessizlik.<\/p>\n

\u2014 \u201cResmi de\u011fil,\u201d<\/strong> dedi.
\u2014 \u201cAma gerekli.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

Me\u011fer son alt\u0131 ayd\u0131r geceleri minib\u00fcs\u00fcyle sokak sokak geziyormu\u015f.
Kaza ge\u00e7irenler. Evsizler. Yolda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcp kalanlar.
Ambulans gelene kadar ilk m\u00fcdahaleyi<\/strong> yap\u0131yormu\u015f.<\/p>\n

\u2014 \u201cSana s\u00f6ylemedim \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc\u2026\u201d<\/strong>
\u2014 \u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc yeni do\u011fum yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131n. Zaten her \u015fey omzundayd\u0131.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

G\u00f6zlerim doldu.<\/p>\n

\u2014 \u201cO kan\u2026\u201d<\/strong> dedim f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131yla.
\u2014 \u201cHepsi kurtar\u0131lan insanlar,\u201d<\/strong> dedi.
\u2014 \u201cHepsi ya\u015fayan.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

O an i\u00e7imdeki b\u00fct\u00fcn \u015f\u00fcphe \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc.
Aldat\u0131lmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.
Terk edilmemi\u015ftim.<\/p>\n

Kocam sadece\u2026
ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131n hayat\u0131n\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131rken, benim y\u00fck\u00fcm\u00fc art\u0131rmak istememi\u015fti.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Eve d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fczde \u00e7ocuklar uyuyordu.
Bana sar\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u2014 \u201cSenden ka\u00e7m\u0131yordum,\u201d<\/strong> dedi.
\u2014 \u201cSadece seni biraz daha ayakta tutmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordum.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

O gece ilk kez uzun zamand\u0131r korkmadan uyudum.<\/p>\n

Ve anlad\u0131m ki\u2026<\/p>\n

Bazen bir insan\u0131n saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015fey bir ihanet de\u011fil,
fazla b\u00fcy\u00fck bir merhamet olabilir.<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u00d6n\u00fcmde k\u0131yafet de\u011fi\u015ftirmeyi b\u0131rakt\u0131.Sar\u0131l\u0131nca gerildi.G\u00f6zlerime bakm\u0131yordu. Her gece \u201cHemen d\u00f6nece\u011fim\u201d deyip \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor\u2026Sabaha kadar geri gelmiyordu. Bir minib\u00fcse bindi\u011fini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.\u0130ki hafta boyunca. Aldat\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 sand\u0131m.Ama minib\u00fcs\u00fcn kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":4715,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[278,279,463,464,253],"class_list":["post-4714","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-aile","tag-evlilik","tag-fedakarlik","tag-gizem","tag-insanlik"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4714","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4714"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4714\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4718,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4714\/revisions\/4718"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/4715"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4714"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4714"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4714"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}