{"id":5020,"date":"2026-02-05T23:26:22","date_gmt":"2026-02-05T23:26:22","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/?p=5020"},"modified":"2026-02-05T23:26:44","modified_gmt":"2026-02-05T23:26:44","slug":"oglumun-cenazesine-giderken-ucaktaydim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/oglumun-cenazesine-giderken-ucaktaydim\/","title":{"rendered":"O\u011flumun Cenazesine Giderken U\u00e7aktayd\u0131m"},"content":{"rendered":"

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O\u011flumu topra\u011fa vermek i\u00e7in Erzurum\u2019a giden bir u\u00e7a\u011fa bindim.
Ad\u0131m Meral. 63 ya\u015f\u0131nday\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Yan\u0131mda e\u015fim Mehmet vard\u0131 ama sanki ayn\u0131 yerde de\u011fildik.
Ayn\u0131 kayb\u0131 ya\u015fam\u0131\u015ft\u0131k; yine de yas\u0131m\u0131z birbirine de\u011fmeden<\/strong> ilerliyordu.<\/p>\n

U\u00e7ak pistten ayr\u0131l\u0131rken anons sistemi c\u0131z\u0131rt\u0131yla a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u201cG\u00fcnayd\u0131n say\u0131n yolcular. Ben kaptan pilotunuz\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n

Ve o an i\u00e7imdeki her \u015fey durdu.<\/p>\n

Bu sesi daha \u00f6nce duymu\u015ftum.
K\u0131rk y\u0131l \u00f6nce.<\/p>\n

Kalbim h\u0131zland\u0131.
Bu, sadece bir anons de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n

Bu, ge\u00e7mi\u015fin kap\u0131y\u0131 \u00e7almas\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Pilotun kim oldu\u011funu fark etti\u011fimde, hayat\u0131m bamba\u015fka bir anlam kazand\u0131. Okumaya devam edin.<\/em><\/p>\n

<\/p>\n

Bir anda 63 ya\u015f\u0131nda de\u011fildim.
23 ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

\u0130zmir\u2019de bir lisede \u00f6\u011fretmendim.
S\u0131n\u0131f\u0131m zordu. \u00c7ocuklar hayata erken k\u00fcsm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Ama biri farkl\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ali.<\/p>\n

Sessizdi. Nazikti.
Makinelere kar\u015f\u0131 ola\u011fan\u00fcst\u00fc bir yetene\u011fi vard\u0131.
Bozuk ne varsa tamir ederdi.<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn karakoldan telefon geldi.<\/p>\n

\u201c\u00d6\u011frenciniz Ali g\u00f6zalt\u0131nda.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u00c7al\u0131nt\u0131 bir ara\u00e7 meselesi\u2026
Ali su\u00e7lu g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu ama ben ona inand\u0131m<\/strong>.<\/p>\n

Ve yalan s\u00f6yledim.
Onu korumak i\u00e7in.<\/p>\n

Serbest b\u0131rak\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ertesi g\u00fcn bana bir papatya getirdi.
\u201cBir g\u00fcn sizi gururland\u0131raca\u011f\u0131m,\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n

Sonra hayat onu benden ald\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ta ki o u\u00e7a\u011fa binene kadar.<\/p>\n

\u0130ni\u015fte pilot \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.
G\u00f6zleri h\u00e2l\u00e2 ayn\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u201cBen Kaptan Ali,\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n

Me\u011fer verdi\u011fim o k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u015fans, bir hayat\u0131 de\u011fi\u015ftirmi\u015fti.
Ali pilot olmu\u015ftu.
\u015eimdi hasta \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 \u00fccretsiz ta\u015f\u0131yan bir hava yard\u0131m projesi y\u00fcr\u00fct\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n

Beni k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir hangara g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.
Bir u\u00e7a\u011f\u0131n \u00fczerinde \u015fu yaz\u0131yordu:<\/p>\n

Umut Hava<\/strong><\/p>\n

Sonra bana bir foto\u011fraf verdi.
Tahtan\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde, gen\u00e7 bir \u00f6\u011fretmen\u2026<\/p>\n

Arkas\u0131nda tek c\u00fcmle vard\u0131:<\/p>\n

\n

\u201cU\u00e7abilece\u011fime inanan \u00f6\u011fretmene.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

O g\u00fcn \u015funu anlad\u0131m:<\/p>\n

Bazen hayat, en b\u00fcy\u00fck kayb\u0131n i\u00e7inden<\/strong>
sessizce yeni bir anlam \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Ve bazen\u2026
Bir \u00e7ocu\u011fa inanmak,
bir nesli kurtar\u0131r.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

O\u011flumu topra\u011fa vermek i\u00e7in Erzurum\u2019a giden bir u\u00e7a\u011fa bindim.Ad\u0131m Meral. 63 ya\u015f\u0131nday\u0131m. Yan\u0131mda e\u015fim Mehmet vard\u0131 ama sanki ayn\u0131 yerde de\u011fildik.Ayn\u0131 kayb\u0131 ya\u015fam\u0131\u015ft\u0131k; yine de […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":5021,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5020","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5020","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5020"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5020\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5025,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5020\/revisions\/5025"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/5021"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5020"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5020"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5020"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}