{"id":5043,"date":"2026-02-06T21:15:08","date_gmt":"2026-02-06T21:15:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/?p=5043"},"modified":"2026-02-06T21:15:20","modified_gmt":"2026-02-06T21:15:20","slug":"buyukbabam-57-yil-boyunca-her-cumartesi-cicek-getirdi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/buyukbabam-57-yil-boyunca-her-cumartesi-cicek-getirdi\/","title":{"rendered":"B\u00fcy\u00fckbabam 57 Y\u0131l Boyunca Her Cumartesi \u00c7i\u00e7ek Getirdi"},"content":{"rendered":"

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\u201cBug\u00fcn. Cumartesi.\u201d<\/h2>\n

Dedem Kemal ile babaannem Emine tam 57 y\u0131l<\/strong> evli kald\u0131.
A\u015fklar\u0131n\u0131n s\u0131rr\u0131n\u0131 soranlara tek bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylerdik:<\/p>\n

Cumartesi \u00e7i\u00e7ekleri.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Dedem her cumartesi, istisnas\u0131z, taze \u00e7i\u00e7ek getirirdi.
Babaannem de her seferinde ilk kez g\u00f6r\u00fcyormu\u015f gibi g\u00fcl\u00fcmserdi.<\/p>\n

Ge\u00e7en hafta dedemi kaybettik.<\/p>\n

Cenazeden sonra ev sessizle\u015fti.
Ama as\u0131l garip olan, ilk cumartesiydi.<\/p>\n

Mutfakta bo\u015f vazoya bakarken kap\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131nd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Kap\u0131da, elinde bir buket ve zarf olan bir yabanc\u0131 vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u201cKemal Bey bunu \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden sonra e\u015fine vermemi istedi,\u201d dedi.
\u201cBug\u00fcn. Cumartesi.\u201d<\/p>\n

Zarf\u0131n \u00fczerinde dedemin el yaz\u0131s\u0131yla tek bir isim yaz\u0131yordu: Emine.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Babaannem mektubu a\u00e7t\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u201cHayat\u0131m boyunca senden bir ger\u00e7e\u011fi saklad\u0131m\u2026
L\u00fctfen bu adrese git\u2026
Ve l\u00fctfen beni affet.\u201d<\/p>\n

Bir adres vard\u0131.
Bir saat uzakl\u0131kta.<\/p>\n

Babaannem g\u00f6zlerini kald\u0131rd\u0131 ve sadece \u015funu s\u00f6yledi:<\/p>\n

\u201cCeketini al. Gidiyoruz.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

Gitti\u011fimiz yerde duyduklar\u0131m\u0131z, ailede bildi\u011fimiz her \u015feyi de\u011fi\u015ftirecekti. Okumaya devam edin.<\/em><\/p>\n

<\/p>\n

\u00c7i\u00e7eklerin As\u0131l Anlam\u0131<\/h2>\n

Adres, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ve sessiz bir eve \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yordu.
Kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7an kad\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zlerinde y\u0131llard\u0131r ta\u015f\u0131nan bir yorgunluk vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u201cKim oldu\u011funuzu biliyorum,\u201d dedi.
\u201cSizi bekliyordum.\u201d<\/p>\n

Babaannem elini y\u00fcz\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcne koydu.
\u201cNe diyorsun sen?\u201d diye sordu.<\/p>\n

Kad\u0131n derin bir nefes ald\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u201cAd\u0131m Leyla.\u201d<\/p>\n

Evin i\u00e7inde duvarlarda eski foto\u011fraflar vard\u0131.
Babaannemin g\u00f6z\u00fc bir karede tak\u0131l\u0131 kald\u0131:<\/p>\n

Dedem\u2026 gen\u00e7ti.
Yan\u0131nda Leyla vard\u0131.
\u0130kisi de g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n

Babaannemin nefesi kesildi.<\/p>\n

Leyla anlatmaya ba\u015flad\u0131:
Gen\u00e7lik y\u0131llar\u0131\u2026 yar\u0131m kalan bir ili\u015fki\u2026 sonra ba\u015fka biriyle yap\u0131lan bir evlilik\u2026
Y\u0131llar sonra tekrar kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fma\u2026<\/p>\n

Babaannem sonunda sordu:<\/p>\n

\u201cPeki neden buraday\u0131z?\u201d<\/p>\n

Leyla bir \u00e7ekmeceden kal\u0131n bir dosya \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.
\u0130\u00e7inden dedemin el yaz\u0131s\u0131yla yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f mektuplar \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ve sonra o c\u00fcmle geldi:<\/p>\n

\u201cBenim bir \u00e7ocu\u011fum oldu\u2026 Kemal\u2019den.\u201d<\/p>\n

O an, oda buz kesti.<\/p>\n

Leyla g\u00f6zlerini yere indirdi.<\/p>\n

\u201cHamit\u2014 e\u015fim\u2014 bunu hi\u00e7 bilmedi,\u201d dedi.
\u201cKemal de y\u0131llar sonra \u00f6\u011frendi. Ama ortaya \u00e7\u0131kamazd\u0131. Senin hayat\u0131n\u0131 y\u0131kamazd\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n

Babaannem tek kelime etti:<\/p>\n

\u201cDevam et.\u201d<\/p>\n

Leyla ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u201cKemal, \u00e7ocu\u011fa gizlice destek oldu. E\u011fitim masraflar\u0131, sa\u011fl\u0131k\u2026 Her \u015fey.\u201d<\/p>\n

Babaannem f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131:<\/p>\n

\u201cPeki \u00e7i\u00e7ekler?\u201d<\/p>\n

Leyla\u2019n\u0131n g\u00f6zlerinden ya\u015f akt\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u201cHer cumartesi buraya da gelirdi,\u201d dedi.
\u201cAyn\u0131 \u00e7i\u00e7eklerden al\u0131rd\u0131.
\u2018Bu benim kefaretim,\u2019 derdi.\u201d<\/p>\n

O an anlad\u0131m:
Dedemin \u00e7i\u00e7ekleri sadece romantizm de\u011fildi.
Bir s\u00f6z\u2026 bir y\u00fck\u2026 bir vicdan anla\u015fmas\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Leyla son bir zarf \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.
\u00dczerinde yine ayn\u0131 yaz\u0131 vard\u0131: Emine.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201cBunu yaln\u0131z okuman\u0131 istedi,\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n

Ben d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m.
R\u00fczg\u00e2r yapraklar\u0131 savuruyordu.<\/p>\n

Dakikalar sonra kap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n

Babaannemin g\u00f6zleri k\u0131pk\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131yd\u0131\u2026
Ama y\u00fcz\u00fc garip bir \u015fekilde sakindi.<\/p>\n

\u201cGidelim,\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n

Arabaya bindik. Sessizlik vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Sonunda dayanamad\u0131m:<\/p>\n

\u201cBabaannem\u2026 Ne yaz\u0131yordu?\u201d<\/p>\n

Bana bakt\u0131.
Ve hayat\u0131m boyunca unutamayaca\u011f\u0131m o c\u00fcmleyi s\u00f6yledi:<\/p>\n

\u201cKemal benden affetmemi istemedi.
Benden\u2026 g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc olmam\u0131 istedi.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

O g\u00fcn anlad\u0131m:
Baz\u0131 s\u0131rlar insan\u0131 y\u0131kmak i\u00e7in de\u011fil,
ger\u00e7e\u011fin a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 payla\u015ft\u0131rmak i\u00e7in<\/strong> anlat\u0131l\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Ve baz\u0131 \u00e7i\u00e7ekler\u2026
bir a\u015fk\u0131n de\u011fil, bir vicdan\u0131n hat\u0131ras\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u201cBug\u00fcn. Cumartesi.\u201d Dedem Kemal ile babaannem Emine tam 57 y\u0131l evli kald\u0131.A\u015fklar\u0131n\u0131n s\u0131rr\u0131n\u0131 soranlara tek bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylerdik: Cumartesi \u00e7i\u00e7ekleri. Dedem her cumartesi, istisnas\u0131z, taze […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5043","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5043","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5043"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5043\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5046,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5043\/revisions\/5046"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5043"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5043"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5043"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}