{"id":5063,"date":"2026-02-06T21:43:38","date_gmt":"2026-02-06T21:43:38","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/?p=5063"},"modified":"2026-02-06T21:43:52","modified_gmt":"2026-02-06T21:43:52","slug":"annem-daha-bir-hafta-once-vefat-etti","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/annem-daha-bir-hafta-once-vefat-etti\/","title":{"rendered":"Annem Daha Bir Hafta \u00d6nce Vefat Etti"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Zemin Alt\u0131mdan Kayarken<\/h2>\n

Annem daha bir hafta \u00f6nce vefat etti.<\/p>\n

Cenazesinde dururken, ayaklar\u0131m\u0131n alt\u0131ndaki zeminin \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc sand\u0131m.
Sanki d\u00fcnya, beni \u00fczerinde ta\u015f\u0131maktan vazge\u00e7mi\u015fti.<\/p>\n

\u0130nsanlar konu\u015fuyordu.
Dualar okunuyordu.
Ama ben sadece bo\u015flu\u011fu hissediyordum.<\/p>\n

O g\u00fcnden sonra yola \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m.
Nereye gitti\u011fimi bilmeden.<\/p>\n

Ve tam da gecenin ortas\u0131nda, yol kenar\u0131nda duran bir kamyonet\u2026
Hayat\u0131m\u0131n y\u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fc de\u011fi\u015ftirdi.<\/p>\n

O yabanc\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6yledi\u011fi ilk c\u00fcmle, annemin benden saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131 her \u015feyin ba\u015flang\u0131c\u0131yd\u0131. Okumaya devam edin.<\/em><\/p>\n

<\/p>\n

Gece Yar\u0131s\u0131 Gelen Yabanc\u0131<\/h2>\n

Kamyonetin motoru h\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131yla durdu.
Kap\u0131 g\u0131c\u0131rdayarak a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131 ve ya\u015fl\u0131 bir adam indi.<\/p>\n

\u00dczerinde ya\u011fl\u0131 bir i\u015f tulumu vard\u0131.
Ellerindeki nas\u0131rlar, y\u0131llar\u0131n y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc ta\u015f\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n

Yan\u0131ma yakla\u015ft\u0131.
Bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131nda tuhaf bir tan\u0131d\u0131kl\u0131k vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u201cYolun sonu buras\u0131 de\u011fil evlat,\u201d dedi.
\u201cSadece bir mola.\u201d<\/p>\n

Hi\u00e7bir \u015fey sormadan karavan\u0131n kaputunu a\u00e7t\u0131.
Annemin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden beri ilk kez biri, beni y\u00f6nlendirmeden yard\u0131m ediyordu.<\/p>\n

\u201cYak\u0131t pompan bitmi\u015f,\u201d dedi.
\u201cAt\u00f6lyem tepenin arkas\u0131nda. Misafir edebilirim.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7imdeki bir ses, gitmem gerekti\u011fini s\u00f6yledi.<\/p>\n

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Ta\u015f Ev ve Tan\u0131d\u0131k Koku<\/h3>\n

Tepenin arkas\u0131nda eski bir ta\u015f ev vard\u0131.
Yan\u0131nda geni\u015f bir hangar.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7eri girdi\u011fimde burnuma bir koku doldu:
Lavanta.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Annemin en sevdi\u011fi koku.<\/p>\n

Adam kendini tan\u0131tt\u0131:
\u201cBenim ad\u0131m Elias.\u201d<\/p>\n

Mutfakta bana \u00e7ay koydu.
Duvara as\u0131l\u0131 sararm\u0131\u015f bir foto\u011frafa g\u00f6z\u00fcm tak\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n

Foto\u011fraftaki kad\u0131n\u2026
Annemdi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201cOnu tan\u0131yordun,\u201d dedim f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131yla.<\/p>\n

Elias ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fdi.<\/p>\n

\u201cBen onun amcas\u0131y\u0131m,\u201d dedi.
\u201cVe sen, y\u0131llard\u0131r gelmeni bekledi\u011fimiz \u00e7ocuksun.\u201d<\/p>\n

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Saklanan Ger\u00e7ek<\/h3>\n

Annem bana hep akrabam\u0131z olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylemi\u015fti.
K\u00f6klerimizin kurudu\u011funu\u2026<\/p>\n

Elias k\u00f6\u015fedeki sand\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6sterdi.<\/p>\n

\u201cBunu senin i\u00e7in saklad\u0131.
Buraya gelmeden \u00f6nce a\u00e7man gerekiyordu.\u201d<\/p>\n

Sand\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7inden tapular \u00e7\u0131kmad\u0131.
Alt\u0131n da yoktu.<\/p>\n

Mektuplar vard\u0131.
G\u00fcnl\u00fckler.
Yar\u0131m kalm\u0131\u015f \u00e7izimler.<\/p>\n

Annem bir ressamd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ama ben onu hep masa ba\u015f\u0131nda \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan biri sanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Mektuplar\u0131 okuduk\u00e7a \u00f6\u011frendim:<\/p>\n

Babam gitmemi\u015fti.
Annem bizi, ailesinin ve kasaban\u0131n karanl\u0131k ge\u00e7mi\u015finden korumak i\u00e7in saklam\u0131\u015ft\u0131<\/strong>.<\/p>\n

\u00d6zg\u00fcr b\u00fcy\u00fcyebilmem i\u00e7in\u2026
Kendi kimli\u011finden vazge\u00e7mi\u015fti.<\/p>\n

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Yas\u0131n \u0130\u00e7indeki Anlam<\/h3>\n

O gece ta\u015f evde kald\u0131m.
Lavanta kokusu i\u00e7inde uyudum.<\/p>\n

Anlad\u0131m ki annemi kaybetmemi\u015ftim.
Onu nihayet tan\u0131maya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m<\/strong>.<\/p>\n

Yas bazen sadece ac\u0131 de\u011fildir.
Bazen, ger\u00e7e\u011fin sessizce ortaya \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Ve zemin alt\u0131mdan \u00e7\u00f6kerken,
alt\u0131ndan yeni bir yol \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n

Annemin bana b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 yol.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Zemin Alt\u0131mdan Kayarken Annem daha bir hafta \u00f6nce vefat etti. Cenazesinde dururken, ayaklar\u0131m\u0131n alt\u0131ndaki zeminin \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc sand\u0131m.Sanki d\u00fcnya, beni \u00fczerinde ta\u015f\u0131maktan vazge\u00e7mi\u015fti. \u0130nsanlar konu\u015fuyordu.Dualar okunuyordu.Ama […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5063","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5063","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5063"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5063\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5067,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5063\/revisions\/5067"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5063"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5063"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5063"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}