{"id":5190,"date":"2026-02-12T12:25:27","date_gmt":"2026-02-12T12:25:27","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/?p=5190"},"modified":"2026-02-12T12:25:38","modified_gmt":"2026-02-12T12:25:38","slug":"babasinin-son-nefesine-yetisemedi-ama-o-gece-verdigi-karar-her-seyi-degistirdi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/babasinin-son-nefesine-yetisemedi-ama-o-gece-verdigi-karar-her-seyi-degistirdi\/","title":{"rendered":"Babas\u0131n\u0131n Son Nefesine Yeti\u015femedi\u2026 Ama O Gece Verdi\u011fi Karar Her \u015eeyi De\u011fi\u015ftirdi."},"content":{"rendered":"

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Ambulans\u0131n \u00d6n\u00fcnde Ger\u00e7ekle Y\u00fczle\u015fti<\/h2>\n

Emre, Ay\u015fe\u2019nin aramas\u0131n\u0131 bir kez daha g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde art\u0131k ka\u00e7amayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlad\u0131.
\u0130\u00e7inde y\u00fckselen huzursuzluk, toplant\u0131lardan ve erteledi\u011fi ziyaretlerden daha g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fcyd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Ceketini ald\u0131. Kimseye a\u00e7\u0131klama yapmadan ofisten \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n

Direksiyona tutunan elleri titriyordu.<\/p>\n

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\u201cKe\u015fke sabah hemen gitseydim\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

Apartman\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne geldi\u011finde ambulans\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc.
Kalbi h\u0131zland\u0131. Merdivenleri ko\u015farak \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Kap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n

Odadaki sessizlik her \u015feyi anlat\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n

Babas\u0131 Mehmet, duvara d\u00f6n\u00fck hareketsiz yat\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n

Emre elini tuttu.<\/p>\n

So\u011fuktu.<\/p>\n

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\u201cBaba\u2026 Affet beni.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

O gece bir \u015feyi kaybetti.
Ama cenazeden sonra verdi\u011fi karar, hayat\u0131ndaki en b\u00fcy\u00fck de\u011fi\u015fimin ba\u015flang\u0131c\u0131 oldu.<\/p>\n

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Bir Kayb\u0131n Ard\u0131ndan Gelen Uyan\u0131\u015f<\/h2>\n

Sa\u011fl\u0131k g\u00f6revlileri gittikten sonra ev a\u011f\u0131r bir sessizli\u011fe b\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc.
Emre bu kez ka\u00e7mad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Cenaze i\u015flemlerini kendi \u00fcstlendi. Belgeleri tamamlad\u0131. Camiyi arad\u0131.
Y\u0131llarca erteledi\u011fi sorumluluklar\u0131n hepsini tek tek yerine getirdi.<\/p>\n

\u201cAnnemizi burada tek ba\u015f\u0131na b\u0131rakamay\u0131z\u201d<\/h3>\n

Cenazeden sonra salonda d\u00f6rt ki\u015fi kald\u0131:
Emre, Ay\u015fe, Zeynep ve anneleri Fatma.<\/p>\n

Ay\u015fe temkinli bir \u015fekilde konu\u015ftu:<\/p>\n

\u2014 Belki bir bak\u0131m evi\u2026<\/p>\n

Emre ilk kez net bir sesle kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k verdi:<\/p>\n

\u2014 Babam b\u00fct\u00fcn hayat\u0131n\u0131 annem burada kalabilsin diye adad\u0131. Onu bir haftada g\u00f6nderemeyiz.<\/p>\n

Uzun s\u00fcren konu\u015fman\u0131n ard\u0131ndan karar verildi:<\/p>\n

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    Eve tam zamanl\u0131 bir bak\u0131c\u0131 tutulacakt\u0131.<\/p>\n<\/li>\n

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    Masraflar payla\u015f\u0131lacakt\u0131.<\/p>\n<\/li>\n

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    Emre her ak\u015fam u\u011frayacakt\u0131.<\/p>\n<\/li>\n

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    Zeynep ilk aylar d\u00fczeni kurmak i\u00e7in kalacakt\u0131.<\/p>\n<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n

    Fatma sessizce onlar\u0131 dinledi. G\u00f6zlerinden s\u00fcz\u00fclen ya\u015f bu kez yaln\u0131zl\u0131k de\u011fil, hafif bir umut ta\u015f\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n

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    Emre \u0130lk Kez \u201cKalmay\u0131\u201d Se\u00e7ti<\/h3>\n

    Haftalar ge\u00e7ti. Eve Meryem ad\u0131nda sakin bir bak\u0131c\u0131 geldi.
    Ev yeniden canlanmaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

    Emre s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc tuttu.
    Her ak\u015fam u\u011frad\u0131. Bitkileri sulad\u0131. Balkon kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131.
    Babas\u0131 Mehmet\u2019in y\u0131llarca yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck i\u015fleri tamamlad\u0131.<\/p>\n

    Bir yaz ak\u015fam\u0131 annesini balkona \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.<\/p>\n

    \u015eehrin \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 parl\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n

    \u2014 G\u00fczel de\u011fil mi? dedi.<\/p>\n

    Fatma hafif\u00e7e g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi:<\/p>\n

    \u2014 Ayn\u0131 eskisi gibi\u2026<\/p>\n

    O an Emre, babas\u0131n\u0131n y\u0131llar \u00f6nce s\u00f6yledi\u011fi c\u00fcmleyi hat\u0131rlad\u0131:<\/p>\n

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    \u201cAile sorumluluk de\u011fil, tercihtir. Her g\u00fcn yeniden se\u00e7ersin.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

    Emre y\u0131llarca ka\u00e7m\u0131\u015ft\u0131.
    Ya\u015fl\u0131l\u0131ktan, hastal\u0131ktan, zay\u0131fl\u0131ktan korkmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n

    Ama o gece kalmay\u0131 se\u00e7ti.<\/p>\n

    Ge\u00e7mi\u015fi de\u011fi\u015ftiremezdi.
    Sabah gelen o telefon konu\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131 geri alamazd\u0131.<\/p>\n

    Ama bug\u00fcn\u00fc de\u011fi\u015ftirebilirdi.<\/p>\n

    Ve bazen\u2026
    Ge\u00e7 de olsa verilen do\u011fru karar, insan\u0131n i\u00e7indeki en a\u011f\u0131r y\u00fck\u00fc hafifletir.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

    Ambulans\u0131n \u00d6n\u00fcnde Ger\u00e7ekle Y\u00fczle\u015fti Emre, Ay\u015fe\u2019nin aramas\u0131n\u0131 bir kez daha g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde art\u0131k ka\u00e7amayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlad\u0131.\u0130\u00e7inde y\u00fckselen huzursuzluk, toplant\u0131lardan ve erteledi\u011fi ziyaretlerden daha g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fcyd\u00fc. Ceketini ald\u0131. Kimseye […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5190","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5190","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5190"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5190\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5194,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5190\/revisions\/5194"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5190"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5190"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bilgitarif.com\/iyi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5190"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}